I am at 161.8....Whoa is all I can say! I really did it I set out on April 24 to get to 160 and here I am one pound away and although I have added an additional 10 pounds just knowing that this number 160 which to me was impossible, so far away it's right there, RIGHT THERE I CAN TOUCH IT! But am I ready...I keep avoiding the things that I know will get me there...why I am not sure?!? I have slacked on the gym and ate things without putting anything into perspective...Healthy/not healthy....5 calories vs 500 calories and again I fight with myself everyday
This weekend I heard a lot of comments on my weight, I saw myself in pictures and didn't recognize myself and saw my clothes literally falling off me while I dreamed of this I also didn't except it happening...I wasn't ready but a part of me is asking why are you not ready?!?! I spent the entire summer busting my ASS to get my ass like this so why take to insult and not to pride. I don't know =/ I am sure I'll figure it out while I keep walking the answer will come to me.
But here I am, I finally made it to the bridge....and so close to cross it not sure if I will try to build another bridge and run the next one instead of walking it...or take my time building the next one and than walk at a fast pace...AY I DUNNO! and again it's something I will figue out!
On another note
I do want to say to anyone that doubted me, that thought this was a joke. That I was stupid for putting something so private out there....
HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW
--Ex Fat Girl
We sometimes run from the thing we want the most, right as we are about to grasp it, because we are afraid of success. Sometimes, we convince ourselves that the dream is enough. But here you are, gorgeous (as ever) and reaching your goal.
ReplyDeleteListen to what your heart is telling you. And keep smiling pretty lady. Congratulations!