For whatever reason, me and my only love are apart for maybe another two years......sometimes there are nights where because nothing can comfort me, I run to the fridge....I pick at this, I pick at that....looking for something to provide comfort....It never really does.....but for the moment it distract me and I forget that inside I am hurting......
Today was a bit difference, I kept picking up food and putting it back...the smell made me sick....so I sat with an Alicia Key Distant and Time on repeat....knowing that nothing can bring him ....only time will .....Food won't heal me
My mood went from 10 to 1......You know how kid's cry for a blanket well I am crying for him.....but now the tears are pouring because my replacement blanket for the time being has now become my enemy......
This is when it get ugly!
--Ex Fat Girl
I can surely relate to this I'm an emotional eater and drinker. i always feel like shit after....ugh but you go girl with your bad self. i think your beautiful regardless.
ReplyDeleteAdri thanks you know the deal and how that goes =]
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