First I owe you guys a weekly check in....Drum roll please :drum roll sounds: (you know I love sound effects)
Ex fat girl has lost: lost 0.8 pounds since her last weigh-in! She's lost 30.2 pounds so far
:crowd goes nuts: what!?! Unbelievable 30.2 pounds in less than 4 months! Amazing if I say so myself!!!! ( @ 166.0) [Well note when I logged in my weight yesterday I was 166.8 and this morning I was at 166.0 I just didn't log it in but I feel like I can officially say 166 is my number]
But there is always a but
A lot came to mind when I saw this never before seen number on the scale....I am doing it! Whoa, I actually set a goal and I am keeping it while not killing myself...WHOAAAAAAA I actually feel the difference now it's very real!
I am also terrified I guess, I am not sure how to explain it...But this is the new me! Right?! So when the initial shock of friends seeing that I am doing it goes away and this all settles down HOW WILL I KEEP IT OFF? Will I forever have to log in my foods? (Not that this is a big task in itself but you know the feeling of FOREVER is kinda scary for anything), Will my hair forever be a hot mess because I can't actually go to the salon because whats the point I will just sweat it out and who wants to waste all that money for something that will get mess up tomorrow!!!! I mean I dunno with a new body came a new Me....and I am not even sure if I expected that or am ready for her....and regardless of anything she's coming she isn't stopping for no one!
I guess I could stop at this point and still feel I look good (cause I freaking do), but I really want to get my BMI to a healthy range and not over weight, I also want to like my side view I'll show you some pics in a few of what I mean, and I also want to prove to the fat girl that I can do it so to 150 I am well on my way!
Pictures to come!
--Ex Fat Girl
--Ex Fat Girl
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