;) How are you today? It's Monday and surprisingly I don't have the Monday blues per usual. Maybe because I am still on a cloud, maybe it was my amazing run yesterday, actually I know why my boxing class put me in a really really good mood!!! I was punching at the bag and every few seconds I would catch myself all sweaty with rosy chicks and I was like WHO IS THAT GIRL? Who is she, a brand new person is what she's looking like and it hit me as I was there busting some ass (the punching bag lol) I feel it!
I feel BEAUTIFUL!
I mean I guess in the pass I used to believe I was beautiful because everyone is right?!? And I wouldn't go around saying I am ugly but I just thought of myself Beautiful nothing else was an option. I didn't know any difference truthfully. Body image and fighting different insecurities is something I am very familiar with and so I lived thinking that yeah I am beautiful, why not?
But than....
This weekend something different happen, not really sure what it was or is but I actually felt BEAUTIFUL and I can only recognized the difference because it's something completely new to me. I feel like UNSTOPPABLE, like me, me I am complete. My body is for sure my temple (I used to joke around with this statement) but now that is something so serious to me. I dragged it to a bad spot but slowly I have been picking it up and restoring it making it something that people thought was uncapabale of being....and that feeling, :sigh: that feeling is worth so much, I wish I could bottle it and spread it around to everyone because the feeling of looking in the mirror and loving everything about it including battle scars (cellulite lol) that is AMAZING. Not to sound concieted and I probably am, but no longer do I need your approval, I don't need you to confirm it for me, I don't need you to tell me where I need "improvements", or bring out my flaw and share with me the ways of getting better, BECAUSE I GOT THERE ON MY OWN and I now EMBRACING EVERY SINGLE INCH OF MYSELF
With that being said, it's also a great feeling to set out a goal and be able to ACCOMPLISH! PERSISTANCE IS KEY AND NOTHING IS HOLDING ME BACK! BELIVE THAT
-Ex Fat Girl
Kim Kardashian better watch it ;)
you look FANTASTIC!!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you =]
ReplyDeleteWow! I can't wait to post pic like that!!
ReplyDeleteI once had that feeling (unstoppable), it's a natural high that I tasted once and have never forgotten. I had just gotten into running (which i'd NEVER in my life thought I'd do). And it happened, one night, while running....I felt it. It was incredible. I even felt like crying!LOL! I felt like I could run around the world and would never tire. I felt invincible! I felt 10 feet tall. Anyhoo-shortly after that I hurt my foot :-( Dummy me didn't know you really should have proper RUNNING shoes if you're going to run 7 mph!!
I had my first visit to the gym (after a 9mo absent)...I'm chasing that feeling.
Kudos to you and your success - you're an inspiration! :=)