Ex Fat Girl

As I take the last bite of my Sicilian slice and sip on my Coke fountain drink (my favorite by the way) I think of how I should introduce my battle with FOOD, how do I give what I hope to have (readers) a look at my weight loss issues....So I guess I will begin with the basics....Me, I am 5'6, Latina I mention that, because what I eat and my body shape is reflected on culture somewhat right?!? Anyways I probably weigh around 199-205 [[Gasp, I don't think I have ever openly talked about that magic number that can drive me CRAZY!]] For the longest I have dealt with weight loss issues.....I have lost crazy amounts and obviously I have gained that back and plus ....Sometimes my body is an issue and other time I just accept that I may be "Pleasantly Thick" forever and hey HE likes it so who cares (wait, does HE like it...or is that he's just not that shallow to leave me cause over 7 years I have gain a few pounds????...hmmm guess well figure that out later) and I am cool with it....right?!!? NOOOOOOOO!!!!

But....Truth is I have not gotten to the point where I am comfortable with my body not even at what I like to consider my Skinniest which was back freshman year of college and I was maybe around 170.....

Turning 24 made me want to FIGHT this battle one on one.... No more excuses....Just getting to that point where I want to FEEL comfortable in my OWN SKIN!

So here I am not waiting for a Monday or for the beginning of a new month to start a new regimen I am staring here right now the min I make this post PUBLIC... :grabs soda: Am I really ready for this?!?! :not so confident: "YES!!! I am...I am so over this, good bye FAT GIRL!!!!"

Right?!?!? - [[Insert motivation here people]]

I can go on and on and the different methods I have used in the past, but you know what that could become lengthy so why go into all that?

BY ANY MEAN NECESSARY - I will get to my ideal weight for me which is the magically number 160 in my ideal time frame of End of November...giving me 6 months to lose weight and feel great.....160 might change but for now LET THAT BE our FOCUS POINT!!!!

Soon to come Pics of me baring it all (well maybe not all...Let's start with small steps right)
Pics of what I eventually may want my own body to look like.....

So... Step 1- Throw away the Large fountain drink today! :takes last sip:
Step 2- Research a nice detox no longer than a week to start and KICK ASS --- So look for that and pics sometime tonight or tomorrow

Please note- Big or Small WOMEN are BEAUTIFUL regardless....This blog is to not idolize anybody or a specific body frame but for me to LEARN how to idolize my own and hopefully be able to learn and share from people all over who might be going through the same. The events. tears, smile, and accomplishment will all be REAL...

--Ex Fat Girl