Friday Check In

Yo, Yo, Yo

What's the good word?

So it's Friday and as promised I am keeping you updated on my weigh in along with some thoughts.

The results are in.... (Cue the music)

and...

and...

Ex Fat Girl has lost 2 pounds since her last weigh-in! She's lost 25.8 pounds so far!!!

(Crowds goes nuts!!!)

Drama Princess much jejejeje...Anyhow I am very excited I did it!!! I am not at a plateau or if I was for like a week or so lol I was able to push through it! So go me, go me it's my bday!!!

Today I left my house with a new found appreciate for many things. I left my house and walked to the subway (about 10 blocks while eating an apple, only I can make eating an apple sexy =]) anyhow when I left the house it was raining (a light rain) but I swear as I walked the Sun shined behind me and behind me was this pretty trail of sunshine after the rain, very metaphoric, very ironic, very dramatic. Yesterday I was feeling a bit nostalgic about the old me and it clicked to me the old me it's gone she isn't coming back and sometimes I miss her the one who didn't care to think twice what she put into her mouth, the one who wore that extra layer of skin oh so well that you wouldn't believe her if she told you she once passed the 200 mark on the scale. I realized that there is no turning back. Today I decided to embrace every pound I am at, to enjoy my body for what it is because this is what I have to work with. Today I am going to stop being my own worst enemy!

Beauty shines wherever beauty is at. Take a diamond ring covered with dust, clean the dust away it's still and was always a diamond it may shine brighter now (without that layer of dust) but the dust didn't take from the diamond nothing. This is exactly how I feel about this new journey. I shined before and right now I am just shining a bit brighter!!!

On that note, I really want to push my body gym wise I want to build endurance to be able to go faster, longer, heavier options and I am going back to month one buying groceries (yayyy that means my happy place Target this weekend) having snacks every two hours to try to make it to my goal in two weeks of getting to 165 if I continue to lose 2 pounds a week I may possibly get there but in order to get there I need to fight for it. So we shall see what the next two week bring but I am excited woot woot woot....

Monday I officially start my boxing classes and I am so excitedddddddddddddddd

Friends, have a great weekend!!! (Remember to keep it low in calories)

Your favorite
-Ex Fat Girl