What If's and Just In Case

Howdy Kiddies

Server is down at work so I figure I'll write a bit since next week is the moment we all been waiting for ((:cricket cricket:, I know, I know no one cares jejeje but I like to think someone out there is interested in my progress)) I just want to let it be known which might be a TMI, I am showing all the signs that Pookie (that lady friend that every woman dreads monthly) will be arriving soon! Tired, Back hurts, irritated, sleepy dreaming of the world turning into chocholate and me taking a bite.....This is important to share because pending if she is here or not determine my first weigh in. If the *itch is in town than I shall wait till she leaves (because we all know she comes with extra baggage and that adds a pound or two) if she hasn't arrive then I will hop on our friend the scale and see where I am at marking it month later.

But let's quickly talk about the What If's and the Just in case

What If I don't meet my first short term goal (Which by the way is to lose 10 pounds, putting me at 187 in case this is your first time reading) what does this mean?!? A friend told me I shouldn't go by the scale but how I feel + look and while she does have a point (because I feel slim and like I am on the right track) but people lie and numbers don't! So me personally I am not going based on how I feel, because in essence I always felt okay with me! It was the number that bothered me and it's the number I am working on! So what does all this mean, if I don't lose those 10 pounds....I know it will be a blow to me and I am not really sure how I might react to the fact that I couldn't lose 10 pounds going as hard as I have....but I am determine to not quit...cause I know that hard work pays off and not always immediately....so I am willingly to step it up a notch- I am currently going to the gym 4 times a week- I can push that up to 6 and def add a class in the night.....I am eating in between 1200-1400 calories right now so I will stick to a solid 1200

But let's think positive and have our Just In Case plan (because I am 70% sure I will meet my goal) If I do meet my goal, my next goal for June will be another 8 to 10 pounds.....that will be my new goal range....And to add spinning to the mix and some running with a lovely friend who is full of positivity and fun! I also plan to go Bathing Suit shopping on June 26, hoping to be able to wear a two piece but if I can't I'll settle for looking smoking hawt in a one piece...

I am really excited to see results, excited to be able to share my journey with those who want to hear the details, and excited to show the world I DO WHATEVER I PUT MY MIND TO, BY ANY MEAN NECESSARY=

Should have some pre weigh in scale, maybe I'll upload a quick video [[road rule confession style, that should be fun]]

See you guys

--Ex Fat Girl